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Wedding ideas I'd like some OPINIONS on.
- "Hey Jude" or some other Beatles hippie shit for a first dance that everyone can join us for in the middle. I'm a community kind of gal and while I'll enjoy a minute with my man alone, I don't like to be stared at while I'm being lovey dovey and I want all my buds in there singing and being silly. And who doesn't love/know "Hey Jude"?
- Instead of disposable cameras around everywhere, we buy the Holga and other crazy cameras from Urban Outfitters and put those everywhere. Examples? Here, here, etc.
- Mike has thought of an amazing ceremony idea: we do like every weird tradition... jumping the broom, etc and then do a mini vows (again with the lovey dovey in front of everyone) and kiss and then party! I thought it sounded super funny and cool.
- I like this dress and it may be the one I get because it's long, I like it, it doesn't make me want to vomit, my mom will be ok with it, and well, it's cheap. THOUGHTS. See it here.
So I guess that's all I had, I thought I had more. I'm obviously a horrible bride.
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[21 Nov 2009|05:48pm] |
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Let's talk about how some one needs to make me a Livejournal layout that I like because I am going insane.
Anywho. I took pictures of myself with my fun time wireless remote and it was ok but fucking hard and probably will not do that again.
Um. Yeah.
( I'm a muppet. )
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[20 Nov 2009|12:56pm] |
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A meme (stolen from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) mizufae) for my Flist, so do it!
Comment here and ask me any question you want - but only one. I promise to answer truthfully no matter what it is. And then you have to post the same offer to your own journal.
Eeee! Hurry!
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[19 Nov 2009|05:11pm] |
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I'm pretty sure the beginning scene of a future pro soccer player is happening in front of my eyes every day. When I come home from school around 3-4 and go to work around the same time, there is a little Latino boy who is kicking a soccer ball against the dumpster wall. He's there every day... I can't wait until my pivotal scene at the end where I'm old and watching him score the winning goal and overcoming diversity on ESPN.
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Hello, Livejournal... a month later. Yikes.
Here's some updates, I guess.
Work I've really ENJOYED working in the last couple weeks. Although, I feel like it's like the gym, beforehand I'm like "EW NO I DON'T WANNA GO" but at the end of my shift I feel like I had a good time. Of course, this WOULD happen when I have already put in my notice and I have about a month left. Oh well, either way I will enjoy not breathing in fumes daily.
Wedding I haven't actually done much for this wedding. I went dress shopping at David's like a month ago with Amelia and Kyle and while I had fun with the ladies, the actual dress part wasn't as happy or wonderful as I thought it should be. I felt rushed and I didn't REALLY like any of them. I wish I knew what I want and my boobs didn't look so big. So... shrink boobs and find a dress I like. Work on that.
School Going pretty wonderfully except for Oceanography. Sociology is proving to be the best class I've ever taken and I'm doing the best I've ever done in a college course in it. WONDERFUL. I keep surprising myself with test scores (good) in all my classes except Oceanography. I have a C in the class currently but only because I do well on my homework. Phew. And well, I have a semester and half-ish until I can transfer. I KNOW RIGHT CRAZAY. HOWEVER, one of the classes I need to take is math and I'm SO BEHIND on math, I'm just math stupid, really. If I make my way up the math class ladder to get the class I need to transfer, it will take me FOUR SEMESTERS. Of just math. So I'm contemplating two possibilities here. Both require me to study my ass off and learn math to get ahead before taking the math assessment and hopefully skipping some classes. But if I only skip one or two in that process, I think I may take a second language as well and some other things and try to get into UC Berkeley. But if I somehow miraculously get to the top of the classes and just take the one to count to transfer I'll just apply to all my regular CSU choices. SO COMPLICATED. Stupid math.
Movin'! So excited to be moving in a little over a month. Get me the fuck out of Orange County, assholes! Also, we are crazy broke so we must leave. We have maybe $30something dollars right now and owe my parents $500 and I hope we can get out of here ok. So nervous but we CAN'T stay here so. Blah. Somehow Mike and I still get through this shizz. I don't know how. LOVE PROBS.
Diet Bullshit Mike and I have been eating really well and working out, seriously 5-7 days a week. It's been great, I say I do feel different and better because of all this but the fact that I still sometimes only get 2 hours of sleep cancels out all that feel goodness. However... haven't really lost a significant amount of weight since last I reported my weight loss. Pretty fucking annoying. Atleast the scale says so... but I'd say a pair (just one, weird) of my jeans are very loose and fall on my hips weird and they are bigger on my legs and stuff. And my work pants fit looser, went down a notch on my best, but still can't go down a pant size. Went down a shirt and jacket size at work, too. SO FRUSTRATING AND I DON'T KNOW WTF MY BODY IS DOING. I'm trying so hard... so lame. Not excited to move and have no free gym to access. Maybe Mike and I will go running instead (EW FUCK).
Movies! Soooooooooo enjoyed Away We Go. That was an amazing movie. Mike really loved it too. We also enjoyed Where the Wild Things Are yay!
Mike OMG I can't tell you how wonderful he is. We went on a random adventure that I set up for us to Disneyland and Huntington. We had a wonderful day in an empty Disneyland and spent the evening sitting on a life guard tower at night with white chocolate hot cocoa. We had french fries at PCH hot dogs and then went home and made dinner and laid around. He's so wonderful, I'm the luckiest girl alive. This greatness also includes dancing in front of Starbucks to Michael Bublé and noticing I was in a bad mood when he came home and lighting candles around our bedroom and dancing to Frank Sinatra to make me feel better. FUCK WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?
Ok that's it I think I updated you, if you care. Gym time. :) (also, too lazy to spellcheck this shit.)
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[13 Oct 2009|10:14am] |
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mizufae found me this dress which is not only more appropriate (to me) but also WAY CUTER.
http://tinyurl.com/yg72l2n
Sorry that my LJ entries are about dresses and wedding and BLAH but I mean come on. Would you rather hear about happy wedding schtuff or my boring and broke ass?
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LKDUAD8FOjld;ua8rehalkdjfau8gfjskdf
Tell me how much you love this. How it says "slutty bride" or "sexy bride" or "fun bride" OMG I WANT IT.
http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=32158081
LOOK AT THE BACK.
Jesus. I'm having like an IDENTITY crisis with this wedding dress thing.
And I'm frustrated that my venue is choosing to just not get back to my dad. It makes me want to say EFF YOU to them and get married somewhere else.
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[09 Oct 2009|03:32pm] |
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No one on my flist cares about iCarly (with the exception of just a few of you so hey whatev) but Leola, Griffin, Mike, and I ate some spaghetti tacos the other night. They were actually really good, no lie. And everyone else loved them so I'm just not crazy... maybe though. A little.
( Pictures of the yumminess. )
In other news, my parents and bro are in town! Yay!
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[20 Sep 2009|11:54pm] |
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I met my wedding photographer today! It was AMAZING. She is the best. It was great because we both tweeted good things about each other when we got home. It was like hanging out with a friend for an hour, it was awesome.
I see Kyle (girl Kyle) every Thursday and it's great! We went to Target and Panera and she is wonderful. She said her and Raul say I'm like Tina Fey (I don't know if they mean Tina Fey as herself or Tina Fey on 30 Rock -- is there a difference?) and that was like the sweetest, most wonderful compliment I've ever gotten. Love them.
I want to be in or create a variety show. And photograph more and I still haven't. UGH.
Oh, new Office was amazing and so was new iCarly. :D
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When Mike kisses me, his nose smudges my glasses so when I open my eyes and look at him afterwards, he is fuzzy as if in a dream.
But it's not a dream.
WINNAH!
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[13 Sep 2009|01:31pm] |
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It's really hard to keep school at a top priority, when paying rent is a monthly battle. Well, I could pay rent but not eat... that would work. But you get the picture.
I just want to go to school so I can have a good job, damnit. But it's like impossible to survive while getting there.
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[13 Sep 2009|01:54am] |
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How can I talk to some one and feel like a useless idiot so easily? Yikes.
But really can I go to San Francisco now? :(
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[09 Sep 2009|12:30pm] |
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I think I get more jealous than I think I do.
This isn't about like Mike talking to girls or about Mike, it's about other schtuff.
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[30 Aug 2009|01:09pm] |
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I feel so old. I really have no other word for it.
When I come home from work I am like DYING ALL OVER. My legs hurt, my eyes are itchy and I'm so achey and tired. And no one else I work with is like this after work! I have a hard time walking to the effin' shuttle and these people are like "LET'S GO TO DENNY'S!!!!11 OMG I'M SO YOUNG AND BEAUTIFUL!" Dude. I go home, eat dinner and pass out every night. I feel like I haven't really see Mike. And when I wake up in the morning I'm still sore and tired and get to work already somewhat sore only to get more so and come home dead. I'd feel ok about it but no one else at the attraction is as tired and worn out as I am, even the people who are OLDER than I am! I don't know what's going on.
It must be just the work because when I have school, which is 7 and a half hours long (7:30am-3:00pm), just like a work day, AND with the extra early wake up time I am never tired after school, more like refreshed and excited and happy to be home. I don't get it.
I want to transfer back to Fantasyland but I don't know. We may move back to the bay in December so it seems kind of pointless. I don't know how we're going to afford to move, so I guess if it gets closer and there's no hope for moving, I'll transfer.
I didn't really want to mention the potential move back to the bay but eh. Part of me doesn't want to leave Disney (even though I don't really like it at Auto and management and scheduling make me want to punch something) but more of me wants to be closer to my family, have a different job that's closed on holidays and has normal hours and doesn't require me to be out in the sun all day, and have Mike be happy. He doesn't like Orange County, and I don't really either, the only thing that I like around here is my job and the friends down here.
Also, I don't see my future at Disney and I definitely see it closer to my family and that isn't here. Mike feels the same way, and I guess is going to resort to being a screenwriter. He's a wonderful screenwriter to me so I have no qualms with that.
So lately I've wanted to do more photography work (so if anyone needs anything... Amelia I'm looking at YOU), I want to write something, and I am LOVING SCHOOL. So be aware of that. School is great. I've missed it so much. If I can some how get the loans and stuff, I may just get my Masters (yes that's a long ways away, I know but just sayin') because school EFFIN' ROCKS. :)
Oh and Mike is adorable and I love him.
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[28 Aug 2009|12:13pm] |
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I hate you, Disney.
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[19 Aug 2009|10:21pm] |
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So we are back in Orange County. BIG FROWNY FACE OF DOOM.
But while we were in the bay Mike and I saw our wedding venue and it's AMAZING AND I'M SO EXCITED.
Leslie's pool party was so fun and great and I miss her and Daniel and Jordan. :(
Hung with Greg too much just like we used to and it was great.
My new shoes have put a bruise on my ankle. MMM!
School is great and I'm so excited, except for the fact that two of my books haven't come in the mail, BUT I did get a package in the mail that was completely empty. YES, EMPTY. I emailed the sender and was basically like "WTF" and I'll go from there.
I, however, am not excited to start school at 7:30am... stay until 3pm... and then have work from 4:15pm - 11:30pm tomorrow. EFF THAT.
I want to write a blog where I actually talk about stuff, like thought out shit. YEAH. But I'm too lazy for that and really have nothing to talk about.
By the way, I have many dreams where I hang out with the cast of iCarly. First of all, that's weird, and they are all babies... but Jerry T. is older so... whatever. By the way, it's the actors, not characters. And we do nothing fun, like sit around. God.
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So I get to Benicia and have a wonderful day with my lover and my friends.
I come home like 20 minutes ago to find out my dad has been at the emergency vet with Chip, turns out we had to put him down. Fucking lame. So sad, but so glad I got to see him today before he went.
I wanna cry but not.
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I just ate a hot dog chili burrito. So suck it.
Also... I wanna birth a child but I mean... not now. I am too broke. Too broke for babies.
I'm going to see all my frems and family soon! YAY!!
Strawberry milk is delicious.
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I REALLY want ( this ) dress. Derek showed it to me on LJ or Facebook and I'm just in love with it. The company it comes from only makes a size 8 and 6 (that's a 27"-29" waist! YEAH RIGHT) so I'm really bummed. I saved the picture to see if I could find some one to custom make one like it, and take it dress shopping with me to see if anyone has anything like it. GRRRRRRRR.
Also, at this moment I'm not going to the bay area. Mike can still go, but I didn't get the time off, I only got two of the four days I requested. Sooooooooooo. I dunno. I was going to just call in for one of the days but I can't do it for both. SO I'm seeing if anyone will switch my Sunday, and if no one trades with me I guess I'm stuck here with a random Friday and Saturday off. Woopee.
I just miss my god damn family.
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